as day goes by
as hopes intensify
we live for each other
absentee brings murmur
as you are my only one
your wish sounds greatly burnt
stop to think
but i wish were not, we stop we stuck forever
we could take another way
i will learn by heart
follow the wind
and treat you better through thick and thin
tonight i learnt leeway
that things will happen in anyway
no matter how, i don’t want any pause or stop
for something precious, i want it to be play still
18.05.10 20:50
sweetest girl ever <3
just finished filling the UPU form yesterday.
TESL and EPC for my top 2
but it’s really a mess to choose the rest.
but everything is language-based. durh
and she
she does a big effort to choose the courses
“mostly sbb u”
damn she’s a sweet lil gurl.
i’ll remember that for sure
thanks to her
we’ll have a big time in Shah Alam soon
happyhappy =))
*my UPU
20.09.2009 (1 Syawal 1430 Hijrah)
that’s the raya for this year
lyk yesteryears, filled with boredom
sumtg hav 2 b plug-in sumwhre
ex.: talkative relatives, cheerful people
and
more n more plastic behavior!
durhh
hwever
raya is not sucks yet
cz evri year
new people r discoverd
n new rlationships r born
dats d true meaning of raya, rite?
2 strengthen the bond
n 2 discover a bond
slamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir n batin ;)
The early moment wasn’t as hard as I thought. No seniors around except for bro Rafique n Lut, no MMS among the newcomers just a mini one among the pre-TESL students. Such a pleasant to have my roommates – Mad, Ame n Pidot. They are friendly and approachable which I think is good for my mental through the year.
The first week is filled with laughter. Wasn’t because of smart jokes but we enjoy making fun of somebody who is slight different from us. I mean the ‘softlans’. We made fun of him at the back quite a lot. We mimed his voice, the acts. Man it’s totally fun. But somehow he realizes it all and it followed up with some slow talk.
I was randomly put in the PTSL 1A. Luckily my class’ schedule doesn’t stress me a lot. Like the other classes, they have more than 3 classes a day and some of it end as late as 6.30 pm. Goshh. Roughly we just had ice-breaking with our lecturers this week. I learnt an idion throughout the earlier classes. “As boring as Miss Juritah” =D. I don’t have the idea of how she passed the staff’s interview the early day.
Been in a boarding school helps me a lot to adapt my surrounding here. I’m not facing the problem of time and financial management, heavily. And I know well the unwritten rule of hostel’s clan and behavior. I felt pity for one of the student across the door of mine. People said he never stays in boarding school and doesn’t know how the hostel style is. I know he just walk his life with his own path but talking too much isn’t good for your body.
The grapevine I heard about the seniors made me feel bad. “Ragging is just for problematics school students”. Well, I don’t believe that anymore after I heard the story told by Rafique and Lut and also the coordinators. The junior-ragging, stealing cases and the students who spends their time practising the reprodustion skills are happening in the university. My expectation that those cases never happen at this very level is totally wrong.
